Rebecca T. Dickinson

If I Call You Juliet

Trigger Warning: Child Loss, Parent Bereavement

If I call you “Juliet,”

          will you come to a 

                           balcony made in part

 

of stalk and rooted

in the ground. As it

grows, flowers sprout

with yellow in the center

and white petals surround 

  1. An outer layer of 

violet blue corolla wrap

around the inner white

 

like the skirts you always love

       to wear with thicker material

                            underneath and the sparkle

                                             overlay falls over it.

 

If from this earth,

     such a stalk grows and at

             its top, a balcony blossoms

                             for your angel feet to press upon,

 

a terrace built by 

Heaven’s architects

with golden, black and purple Calla 

Lilies at the top 

over pink braided roses, and

sprigs from evergreen 

trees.  Red berries jut out from 

crevices between the corollas and greens.

The mountain laurels support their

weight and they never fade. 

 

Where your feet 

            composed of angels’ dust

                    touch, are the softest grasses of

                                                    forests’ floors.

 

If only I could

       compose such a balcony as this,

                    what will I say, what words comprise

                                     from my lips besides “Juliet”

 

Oh, were I an artist, 

how would I paint your face: 

with those fat baby cheeks with winter’s berries, 

or shade the angles as you grew into a girl

picking Wisteria from the bush?

I am no sixteen-year-old with 

passenger car side pickup lines.

 

But when you 

   came from me, I fell for you

              immediately with your scream, 

              midnight hair, and baby cheeks.         

 

If I tell you of my love

    in words dressed up for a New Years’

                         gala lit up in champagne candles

                                sparked with an apricot glow

 

I will tell you stories of 

revolutionaries who

become queens and kings of those lifetime

wants of which people dream. There are  

a thousand Romeos to speak of 

your beauty. Beauty of the mind shows

your greater glow when you ask me why

I do a task one way, and you think 

practically in steps one, two, three,

and complete twenty-five piece 

puzzles I always push aside.

 

If I call you “Juliet,”

     will you come to me, even if

                  it’s only in my dreams?




If I call you “Juliet,”

          will you come to a 

                           balcony made in part

of stalk and rooted

in the ground. As it

grows, flowers sprout

with yellow in the center

and white petals surround 

An other layer of

violet blue corolla wrap

around the inner white

like the skirts you always love

       to wear with thicker material

                            underneath and the sparkle

                                             overlay falls over it.

If from this earth,

     such a stalk grows and at

             its top, a balcony blossoms

                             for your angel feet to press upon,

a terrace built by 

Heaven’s architects

with golden, black and purple Calla 

Lilies at the top 

over pink braided roses, and

sprigs from evergreen 

trees.  Red berries jut out from 

crevices between the corollas and greens.

The mountain laurels support their

weight and they never fade. 

Where your feet 

            composed of angels’ dust

                    touch, are the softest grasses of

                                                    forests’ floors.

If only I could

       compose such a balcony as this,

                    what will I say, what words comprise

                                     from my lips besides “Juliet”

Oh, were I an artist, 

how would I paint your face: 

with those fat baby cheeks with winter’s berries, 

or shade the angles as you grew into a girl

picking Wisteria from the bush?

I am no sixteen-year-old with 

passenger car side pickup lines.

But when you 

   came from me, I fell for you

              immediately with your scream, 

              midnight hair, and baby cheeks.         

If I tell you of my love

    in words dressed up for a New Years’

                         gala lit up in champagne candles

                                sparked with an apricot glow

I will tell you stories of 

revolutionaries who

become queens and kings of those lifetime

wants of which people dream. There are  

a thousand Romeos to speak of 

your beauty. Beauty of the mind shows

your greater glow when you ask me why

I do a task one way, and you think 

practically in steps one, two, three,

and complete twenty-five piece 

puzzles I always push aside.

If I call you “Juliet,”

     will you come to me, even if

                  it’s only in my dreams?

Rebecca T. Dickinson

In my work as an author, Rebecca T. Dickinson or http://seasonofcorrie.wordpress.com, and even artist, two poems, “No Time for Sinners” and “Jeriah,” from my “Luska Road” poetry collection will be published this year by Radical Teacher. My nature artwork at my daughter’s grave with the use of roses, called “Pink Dress,” was a part of Fusion Art’s November 2020 “6th Annual Leaves and Petals Art Exhibition” online. My short memoir “We Never Said Hello” was published in Impact: An Anthology of Short Memoirs by Telling Our Stories Press. Before then, the same essay was published with the title “Grass from the Grave” in the book, paniK: Candid Stories of Life Altering Experiences Surrounding Pregnancy. Three of my “Adventures of Elliot McSwean” middle grade stories were published by Alfie Dog Fiction in the UK on its website from 2014 until August 2017. “Adventures of Elliot McSwean: The Question” was first published by Black Fox Literary Magazine in its winter 2013 issue. My historical fiction poem “From Red Loam” was published by online magazine, The Copperfield Review. A total of thirteen creative works of mine have been published in collections, literary magazines, and ezines, including my short story, “When Tomorrow Comes” in Offbeat Christmas Story anthology by KY Story.