Rebecca T. Dickinson
If I Call You Juliet
Trigger Warning: Child Loss, Parent Bereavement
If I call you “Juliet,”
will you come to a
balcony made in part
of stalk and rooted
in the ground. As it
grows, flowers sprout
with yellow in the center
and white petals surround
- An outer layer of
violet blue corolla wrap
around the inner white
like the skirts you always love
to wear with thicker material
underneath and the sparkle
overlay falls over it.
If from this earth,
such a stalk grows and at
its top, a balcony blossoms
for your angel feet to press upon,
a terrace built by
Heaven’s architects
with golden, black and purple Calla
Lilies at the top
over pink braided roses, and
sprigs from evergreen
trees. Red berries jut out from
crevices between the corollas and greens.
The mountain laurels support their
weight and they never fade.
Where your feet
composed of angels’ dust
touch, are the softest grasses of
forests’ floors.
If only I could
compose such a balcony as this,
what will I say, what words comprise
from my lips besides “Juliet”
Oh, were I an artist,
how would I paint your face:
with those fat baby cheeks with winter’s berries,
or shade the angles as you grew into a girl
picking Wisteria from the bush?
I am no sixteen-year-old with
passenger car side pickup lines.
But when you
came from me, I fell for you
immediately with your scream,
midnight hair, and baby cheeks.
If I tell you of my love
in words dressed up for a New Years’
gala lit up in champagne candles
sparked with an apricot glow
I will tell you stories of
revolutionaries who
become queens and kings of those lifetime
wants of which people dream. There are
a thousand Romeos to speak of
your beauty. Beauty of the mind shows
your greater glow when you ask me why
I do a task one way, and you think
practically in steps one, two, three,
and complete twenty-five piece
puzzles I always push aside.
If I call you “Juliet,”
will you come to me, even if
it’s only in my dreams?
If I call you “Juliet,”
will you come to a
balcony made in part
of stalk and rooted
in the ground. As it
grows, flowers sprout
with yellow in the center
and white petals surround
An other layer of
violet blue corolla wrap
around the inner white
like the skirts you always love
to wear with thicker material
underneath and the sparkle
overlay falls over it.
If from this earth,
such a stalk grows and at
its top, a balcony blossoms
for your angel feet to press upon,
a terrace built by
Heaven’s architects
with golden, black and purple Calla
Lilies at the top
over pink braided roses, and
sprigs from evergreen
trees. Red berries jut out from
crevices between the corollas and greens.
The mountain laurels support their
weight and they never fade.
Where your feet
composed of angels’ dust
touch, are the softest grasses of
forests’ floors.
If only I could
compose such a balcony as this,
what will I say, what words comprise
from my lips besides “Juliet”
Oh, were I an artist,
how would I paint your face:
with those fat baby cheeks with winter’s berries,
or shade the angles as you grew into a girl
picking Wisteria from the bush?
I am no sixteen-year-old with
passenger car side pickup lines.
But when you
came from me, I fell for you
immediately with your scream,
midnight hair, and baby cheeks.
If I tell you of my love
in words dressed up for a New Years’
gala lit up in champagne candles
sparked with an apricot glow
I will tell you stories of
revolutionaries who
become queens and kings of those lifetime
wants of which people dream. There are
a thousand Romeos to speak of
your beauty. Beauty of the mind shows
your greater glow when you ask me why
I do a task one way, and you think
practically in steps one, two, three,
and complete twenty-five piece
puzzles I always push aside.
If I call you “Juliet,”
will you come to me, even if
it’s only in my dreams?