Roseline Mgbodichinma Anya Okorie
Thirst
& drowning too is melancholy
how this forceful baptism
makes my heart yearn for mercy,
fervently digging for a bone of attention –
This turmoil folds my brain into an archive of memory & musings {whilst trying to seize my breath }
See, battling your life in a river when science tells you, your body is 60% water is a different kind of betrayal,
How can you win over something that is metaphor for both life & death?
They say dehydration can kill me
& squeeze my organs dry
But what really is the truth
When anyone can die at the bottom of the ocean
For having too much to drink?
No one knows when the water
Has memorised a name
When it has chosen to swallow a bloodline
So I test the strength of my nostrils in the bathtub
I fill my body with latter
I rinse
& repeat
If the water calls my name like my sister’s
Let my lungs be battle-ready
& drowning too is melancholy
how this forceful baptism
makes my heart yearn for mercy,
fervently digging for a bone of attention –
This turmoil folds my brain into an archive of memory & musings {whilst trying to seize my breath }
See, battling your life in a river when science tells you, your body is 60% water is a different kind of betrayal,
How can you win over something that is metaphor for both life & death?
They say dehydration can kill me
& squeeze my organs dry
But what really is the truth
When anyone can die at the bottom of the ocean
For having too much to drink?
No one knows when the water
Has memorised a name
When it has chosen to swallow a bloodline
So I test the strength of my nostrils in the bathtub
I fill my body with latter
I rinse
& repeat
If the water calls my name like my sister’s
Let my lungs be battle-ready